Our night started as any other. Just the two of us. The moment I see him, I just want him on me, near me, inside me. He never fails or disappoints. Its like he’s reading my mind and body. One touch from him can set my skin on fire. I want more, my lust for him is so strong. He’s the constant gentleman, who will have his way. I hate when he’s gone, but I know he is still nearby, caring for my safety and concerns. He knows me well enough that I can push him away in one breath, and be his kitten curled up in his lap the next. I don’t ever want him to leave my side, but Daddy is busy, and the time I get with him is very precious to me indeed. I cannot help but love how he is with me. He calls me on my crap, he’s fair when he needs to be, but its not all the time. He’s caring and supportive, but will yell at me to get back in line quickly. I don’t forget my place. Which is two steps behind him, beside him, or in his embrace. He owns my submission and my heart. I want for nothing, just more time with my him, my powerful King.
He who can own my heart, my love, my submission, rules this babygirl. He is all I long for. To be his, to have him in my bed, next to me, breathing his hot breath on my neck, his arm around my waist, both of us asleep. It is the sweetest rest I have ever known.
My sweet sadist has given me a gift, his sweet embrace. Each time he pulls me near I feel his power rush over my body, and I want him to take what is his. He never disappoints. I am wet with lust for him, only He has this power over me. I have so many feelings swirly about my mind when he is near. Yet the moment he pulls me in close for his sweet embrace and kisses my lips, I am no longer able to carry a thought. I don’t mind, as I don’t want anything to ruin this moment I have with my Daddy.
He’s so much more than that to me now. He’s definitely my Daddy, but he’s the Master who guides my way, the Dom who directs my path, my King who has control over my body and mind. He’s also the love of my life. I used to shed tears when he had to leave my side, but no longer, as I know he is in my heart. My Love will return and I will melt into his sweet embrace as before. There is something about this man, I wake up grateful every morning that he’s part of my life.
Today is very special to me, my Daddy and I have been together for 3 months! For me this is a big deal, to have any man capture my attention is rare, but for a Daddy to keep my attention and still have me begging for more, well normally I would say ‘ it will never happen’ , but it has. I want from Daddy, all he will allow me to have.
He has been exciting, kept my attention, I’m still not quite sure how he did that? He makes me feel important, cared for.
When Daddy and I first met , well he was never like any other guy, never ordinary, different from other dominants that I had met. He asked 2 things of me the moment we met. 1. Stop talking to all other men, so I had a real chance to get to know him. 2. Don’t sleep with anyone else.
At first, I wondered why such strange requests to make? But then within a few weeks there was not lots of idol conversation with men I really wasn’t interested in. Plus I hadn’t agreed to meet any of them, so there was no sex going on. Which these 2 requests did help me focus on getting to know Daddy. He really did know what he was asking, he did not want me to treat him like every other man. So I don’t. I’m very happy about that. I’m very happy!!
One thing I do know is that Daddy means so much to me. There is something I want to tell him, but I’m in no rush, it will happen as its suppose to happen. If that feeling is still as strong when I’m ready to tell him, as it is now, then I will know that its true! Plus I won’t hyperventilate about it, it will be the right time! With My Daddy. How did I get so lucky?!!!
My Daddy means a lot to me. I always strive to be his good girl. I have a small problem though, I’m a bit of a brat. Only slightly though! Daddy doesn’t believe that either. My Daddy has my full submission, I follow the rules he has set for me, well I try hard to. I have a wild side that goes for miles so I do hope Daddy doesn’t find it hard to reel that wild side in. When I’m standing or kneeling before him, I realize his strength. The mere power he exerts over me. I look at him and I cannot hold his gaze, I understand in that moment just how powerful my Daddy is. He expects me to follow my rules that he deemed important. He expects me to wear a collar when going anywhere so anyone knows I belong to him. He expects me to tell him throughout the day where I am going, so he knows I’m safe.
Then it hits me,when I am before him I breathe ,as he let’s me. I make minimal decisions in my life , as he let’s me. I get to be my with friends and have fun, as he let’s me. I get to have time with Daddy, as he let’s me. I get to orgasm, as he let’s me. I get to shop, as he let’s me.
There is something so safe and reverent about how my Daddy is with me. I know I can be a handful, but Daddy has just laughed it off, where others before wouldn’t dare tread. I had believed for so long that I was the one broken, and to much of a brat to handle. Who knew all that time that it wasn’t me but each Dom I picked wasn’t right for me, at least til now. My Daddy does a great job of listening to my concerns, helping me make decisions by motivating me. How on earth will I find a way to show him just how thankful I am. I have no idea, but as long as he allows me the privilege of being his and by his side, I get the honor of finding a way to make sure he knows just how important he really is to me. How much I do care for him. How much I want him to be safe and protected. How much I really do adore my Daddy.
I think I’m the luckiest babygirl in the whole world. Thank you Daddy, so much , for all you do!
So, over the weekend I came across something from an ex girlfriends’ of Daddy. I blew it up in my mind. My mind was going through so many thoughts, about (does Daddy care about me, does he still care about her, does Daddy know how much this bugs me). Whether I like it or not, […]
Maybe you think I haven’t known him long enough, its only been almost 3 months. But there is something about my Daddy. Its hard to explain. Just when I think he can’t outdo himself, he proves me wrong, makes me feel safe and protected, so cared for. As his kitten I love to just snuggle up next to him. Hear his heart beating,we are just in the moment, Daddy’s big ,strong arms around me. He only came over to cuddle,but we would wind up having sex. And why not, we are good at it! Daddy was mad about a few things I did this week, so to teach me a lesson Daddy decided that while he had me hold my orgasm, he would put a torturous toy on my clit and fuck away. Within seconds I needed to have some kind of release. Waiting for Daddy’s OK is so hard, feels like forever. When he finally gives the command to let me orgasm I explode all over, inside and out. I am so wet, my stomach hurts from cumming so hard and so much all at one time, the waves going through my body are one after another. I can’t stop it, no break from it. Daddy makes me stay in position so he has complete control of my clit. My body can’t stop it, I’m am bucking at Daddy’s cock so hard and so much that Daddy is having a fun time too. He loves having complete control of me. Even Daddy got off (twice). Daddy has this way of making a fun time of sex, the most incredible time we have together. Just when I think sex is great, it couldn’t get any better between us. Daddy shows me just how both of us love sex. And we are just barely getting started at 3 months together. Thank you Daddy. Even when he is teaching me a lesson, he is still fair, direct, and concise.I have so much more respect for him. I always want to behave so Daddy knows how much I care for him , but my bratty side gets her way. I did pay for the toy thing! Daddy told me to buy a Hitachi. I did not buy exactly what he said. I bought something similar like it ,but Daddy does like a great joke, only this wasn’t that funny to him. 😦
Daddy definitely paid me back for making him mad….
While I’m here talking about this man I care so much about. No one has ever made me feel the way he does. No one has ever taken such control that my whole body comes alive. No one has ever made me orgasm so hard or so many times in a row. I don’t know how he does it, but I’m glad he does! I’m so thankful he picked to be his slave,sub,Babygirl,kitten. My Daddy is King!
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~ Marilyn Monroe