Oh that got your attention, didnt it! Lol
Friday, the 28th, was four months together. It has been unlike any relationship i have ever been in. Sex is fantastic. He reads me like a book. I crave to be submissive 100%. Friday was a great day, we both needed it. It had been a tough week.
I didnt fall in love with Him because i was desperate, lonely, or lost. I fell in love with him because He has been the first man to really see me! Not try and hurt me. He actually wants to pick up my pieces and put them back together again. For that, im so thankful.
Recently, Hes been pushing me to go deeper with Him, in our relationship. According to highly trusted sources , that is what i need, or i might never fully submit/commit ever again. He asked if i was really ready to commit, i said i would try, He let me know there was no try. He wanted me to answer ,yes or no, right then and there, no discussing it with my girls, no thinking. I had seconds to answer. I said ‘ yes’.
So after wild ,animalistic, primal sex. We talked. He looked at me, and asked what i thought about collaring. I was somewhat shocked, as i have never been collared and i have many years in the lifestyle. It was never the right dom/master. I have my thoughts about it. I need some answers to my questions. I am intrigued by the thought of being His collared sub. I only worry, that am i a worthy sub of such an honor?